November 5th, 2005 @ 11:30AM
Okay so it's Saturday, it's nice out maybe me and the beachball will go out and wash the P.O.S. and the kids can run wild outside...Hopefully by tongiht I'll feel something like a labor pain...
Oh, for those of you who may be trying to link to my music page there is a problem with the link, it'll kick you back to the main page so for right now I won't post any new music on this page until the problem is either fixed or I have to get a new page and start over. Hopefully, I won't have to but just in case keep a heads up.
November 3rd, 2005 @ 12:53PM
How is this for a bad week in progress?
Monday: Go to car to find a $100 parking ticket in windshield "No City Sticker Displayed"
Tuesday: Go outside to go grocery shopping and surprise...NO CAR.
Wednesday: Had to pay $110 to get car out of tow.
Thursday: All kids get check up, doctor asks of Joaquin "Do you feed him, does he even eat. He is way too thin..."
WHAT?????? He's 2 years old and hyper as his Daddy who is also skinny as a twig and he eats literally ALL day, but because he is so tall and only weighs 26 pounds it's "impossible". Mind you the baby is 13 and a half months old and should be weighing somewhere around 22 lbs. but only weighs 19.4 lbs and is 29 in long, she also said that was "impossible". Now this lady is gonna try to say I neglect them because they are tall and skinny like their Daddy!!!!!
Can't wait to see what Friday has in store...maybe the Lord will have pity and let me hit the whole Mega Millions jackpot...or at least the $250,000 second prize at least
but then that would be too much like...right!
Okay, it is
Friday and guess what??? I have a raging cold that I can't take any medicine for, my bronchitis is killing me everytime I cough the beachball starts hurting and the baby starts kicking field goals, I have so much sinus pressure I feel like my head is going to explode and on top of that I have a fever.
Man if it wasn't for bad luck I'd have no luck at all...LOL but surprisingly I'm not mad...God has a twisted sense of humor sometimes, I guess it was just my week!!
October 31st, 2005 @ 1:30AM
Below is a picture of my soon to be replaced Honda, I'm gonna miss him (his name is Clyde...) but have to buy a van now, too many babies to fit in the back...BUT I could always throw a couple in the trunk...
October 26th, 2005 @ 5:38PM
Went for jury duty today and couldn't find a parking spot for like 20 minutes. Then I had to walk 3 blocks to the courthouse then up 2 flights of stairs then down and around a long hallway just to sit sequestered for like 30 minutes listening to bull
conversation. Fell asleep waiting when the bailiff came in to take us to the courtroom just for the judge to talk our ears off for another 30 minutes and tell us to go home. All this drama early in the morning after only getting 3 hours of sleep and a beach ball weighing on my bladder. Tried to sleep but Stink & Jai were making noise so now I'm sitting here bored and very very
. HELP, HELP I think I might drown in my
. LOL
October 15th, 2005 @ 1:29AM
October 9th, 2005 @ 12:35AM
Here is the first part to my new track, haven't decided on the name yet so I'm posting this so you guys can give me some suggestions
Titles so far:
1} Same As It Ever Was
2} Going In Circles
3} Stays The Same
4} Goodbye (No Reason To Stay)
Chorus/ Hook One:
(The more things change
The more they stay the same
With each new day
I search for a reason to stay) (2x to fade)
Why when I think everything is going good
You keep finding new ways to test my womanhood
Just about everyday we argue and fight
Now my kids are in the midle and shit ain't right
Every single night you make me pray for my death
You've robbed me of my self 'til there was nothing left
"You know you can't keep a man who don't wanna be kept"
Nana told me that before she took her last breath
I've realized I made the biggest mistake fo my life
The day I vowed before God and became your wife
Because that was the moment that I became your fool
But the bad days are long gone I'm no longer the footstool
You see my love my mind is now made up
I'm walking out the door now who's getting fucked?
Sure isn't me because I've found my strength
I'm on a journey towards self enlightenment
Chorus Two/ Hook Two:
(The more things change
The more they stay the same
With every passing day
I don't know why I stay) (2X to fade)
September 29th, 2005 @ 8:15PM
I really just need a little time to get myself together and I'll be back with some new tracks. Some R&B, and hip hop. I think the very first track I wanna do now is gonna be called, "A Score To Settle". I'll work on one of my covers once I get this one done, only because this is speaking to me right now and as long as it's in my heart nothing else will get in until it's finished. Until then Camay is MIA. Thanks to all of you who believed in me. And to those of you who questioned me...well, we will see how long you doubt me when you catch me by myself. And that is all I have to say. The
Camay
New track up featuring Karl1to and Ty-N1...working on a track called "A Wolf In Sheep's Clothing" look forward to it...
September 29th, 2005 @ 1:01AM
When It Hurts So Bad
By Lauryn Hill
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
I loved real, real hard once
But the love wasn't returned
Found out the man I'd die for
He wasn't even concerned
I tried, and I tried, and I tried
To keep him in my life
I cried, and I cried, and I cried
But I couldn't make it right
But I, I loved the young man
And if you've ever been in love,
Then you'd understand
What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it,
If you don't catch it,
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
If you just let it
See, I thought this feeling
It was all that I had
But how could this be love
And make me feel so bad?
Gave up my power,
I existed for you
But whoever knew the voodoo you'd do?
But I, I loved the young man
And if you've ever been in love you'd understand
What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
What you want might make you cry
What you need might pass you by
If you don't catch it
And what you need ironically
Will turn out what you want to be
If you just let it,
If you just let it
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
Why's it feel so good?
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
When it hurts so bad, when it hurts so bad
September 28th, 2005 @ 11:32AM
Have nothing to say. Don't wanna get too "preachy" so I'm keeping my mouth shut for a while. C Ya the
I have posted for Round 3. So far so good we will see. Good luck everyone.
September 28th, 2005 @ 6:50AM
Had fun...
